une perennite

you say that you are lost
he say that he's not sure
i say that i don't know


you forced me
he wanted her
j'aimerai savoir


quoi croire





i think you are wrong
he think i am wrong
you think i am wrong, as well




one day when i was on the bicycle
i thought for one moment that if i can gig ten times with my eyes closed
something will happen to me , something good, something happy
i thought i had to do this if i didn't i have nothing after
kind of scared of the cars passing by
the sky blue in the full afternoon

i found myself in green
no pain
i fall on the grass
i was laughing alone then went home




yesterday i felt the same necessary to see the ocean


i wanted to take the train in the passed time
the desir my needing was dissapired
like a wind


tonight on the floor there were the piece of glass
little dog wanted to play with
the sound of the glass broken
sound of tv in another room


suddenly it comes to me


silence


to work is all like prostitute in this system of society she said even in art she said
to have better condition for work to meet people who can give better work
maybe to be nice with people who can give the work
without thinking without having time to think without to see without to love
time goes on so quick with too much information in everyday life
then what

in this system how people trust each other and what


so what


why not



ca fait long temps

someone who i forgot talk to me on msn


i didn't answer but it doesn't matter in this system




culture without pencil neither paper





easier to talk with everybody





small love without the reality








- i was looked by the man in front of my appartment when i was sleeping with a man
- yes?
- but he never talked to me in the street




-sometimes i just wanted to go out to see the river in the dark alone
just to stand by the river and watch it alone and maybe cry


-when i was a child i was really alone so i can understand why i sometimes feel like i am far from everything
like my soul is not here when i am with another people


-because of i separated from my boyfriend, i feel so lost ,, i need love but i can't find it, you are so kind to me, thank you
maybe you want to come to my house?


- please don't talk to me now, i am tired and sleepy, i just want to see the tv in calme

-i am depressed , i want to talk with you tonight


-i hope it will be fine tomorrow